I miss Matthew. A Lot. Some days I am ok, but somedays I just need to dwell and feel sad. Today is that day. I just miss him. I torture myself going to his myspace page, knowing he will never log back in, sending IM's to his long gone yahoo name. Sending comments knowing damn well he will never get them. But I can't help myself I have to do it. He shouldn't be gone, he should still be here sending random texts and making obscene phone calls to me. I am soo angry at him for leaving the way he did. it wasn't his time he shouldn't have gone that way. I am angry at myself for not calling when I should have..... i'm sad and angry...
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Now playing: Old Crow Medicine Show - Wagon Wheel
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Monday, July 14, 2008
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