Does everyone's thoughts start in the middle?

I always think like I have started in the middle of the conversation. All my best thoughts come from the middle of what is going on in my head, yet at the same time seem to make no sense. Because they come from the middle of the conversation, no one knows what is really going on. kinda like this blog. I guess I am just having a rough couple of days, the distance is getting to me and it seems like this deployment won't end. There is a good possibility of extension, which bothers me, but then I think, if it isn't my husband it will be someone else's and what might that person miss? Birth of a first child, baby's first birthday. And at the same time, is that one child any more important than ours? But I am not a selfish person and I am willing to share. At any rate, life is nothing if not change and challenge and without it we would still be sitting in a cave with little or no evolution.